why am i doing this? kyle is a fuck ass? kyle is a FUCK ASS? blogs are pointless, nobody cares about your day to day life.

wow...i am tired!! friday night i hung out with rachel lee and eric tra and erik walters and we then ventured over to kyle's house...rachel spent the night..and God only knows what she did in her sleep...Saturday we woke up and went over to eric tra's house again, and then we went over to sean's house and listened to musica and made grill-cheese sandwhiches...they were yummy. Then we took the bus downtown and rachel and kyle and i hung out in the shoe department at nordstroms while kyle was being an asshole to anyone that tried to sell him something or even offer him something. we took the bus back to kyle's house and we were locked out, so me, being the spidergirl that i am, climbed onto the roof and went in through the window that was open, and went downstaris and let kyle and rachel in. it was pretty awesome! then luke and aaron came over and we watched matchstick men or something, i feel asleep a few times with sophie ( kyle cat that was formally known as emily...). Rachel stayed the night again, and then we woke up this morning, and went to church. it was good stuff. - my grandpa isn't doing so well...the doctors say that he's dieing, and so he wanted to go back into the hospital.. i think its so strange how he came to visit us from seattle, and ended up being in the emergency room the very next day after his arrival. he stayed in there for a week, then came home on saturday, saturday night he went back into the hospital..so it is kinda making me sad/angry at the world. because i miss him, and it is hard to lose both your only grandparents that you have within six months of each other. so if i seem rude to anyone, please dont take it personally, i just have alot of stuff on my mind. Has anyone ever wanted something so badly, but they knew if they did it, or got it , they might lose things that mean the world to them? right now my mind is telling me stuff that my heart doesn't agree with, and its confusing...but hot damn, i have a shit load of homework due tomorrow, a huge ass final project in social studies thats due tomorrow, and an english project due wednesday, math final thursday, english final FINAL FINAL on friday( WTF the last day of school?? who does that?? oh wait, mrs. dineen does that...) and also an english paper due tomorrow. a socialstudies 5 paragraph paper due thursday too. Man, do i have alot to do this week, thank God its the last week of school, and then its summer time, when hopefully i have time to do nothing! loves emg

what the heck is wrong with all the fruits out there who call their boyfriend/girlfriend or even a fucking friend " babY" ..its like um, im not a baby, and then people are like hey baby, whats up, and it gets soo old!! I am annoyed with it, and once you stop, and actually take the time to listen or read what people write or say, they are like hey baby...oh baby come here, baby do you need anything? lol, it just gets to me. well i didn't do anything on saturday, but saturday night i went to the fyb show at the detour, im starting to feel awkward like im stalking the band or some shit like that, i dont know, " i only go b/c jessica is going" lol. ( if your in the band, im NOT stalking you...i promise! ) then i went to church on sunday, and jess came over after church, and we experimented with some nice self tanner..we wrote letteres on her tummy..it was fun, and then we went to the dollar store..and looked for the condoms. i think they were out. then we came back, and kyle like practically begged my mom to make some chocolate chip coookies so she did, but just a few, and jessica and me and kyle ate them all anyways, then ppl showed up so we could all head out the fucking 1000 miles it is to fills house, which is a very nice and awesome fun house! we played with his go-cart and got covered in mudd, and we played with his chickens ( which you CAN NOT milk ! ) and it was just a blast, and then they started the movie, but some pl didnt want to watch themovie so we started the bonfire and went outside and played guitar, it was fun.and then eventually everyone came out, and we sang songs, and jessica made up a very cool song..quite funny. then the girls had to leave b'c there was something about the gender issue that we werent allowed to spend the night, i dont know what that was about..but anyways. came home and slept on the trampoline..and then the shitty sprinklers went off and 5:22 AM. and woke us up, so we went inside and slept in the basement with the heater. it was fun! but very very warm! and it was just yucky! but yah. woke up, got dressed, went to a movie, SHRECK 2 for my second time, with jessica, rachel, fill, and eric..and it was fun. then afterwards we went to get ice cream and when we were finished eating our ice cream jess and i were going to have a race to see who culd through their empty cup away first ( easilly amused! ) and so jess trys to take this stupid short cut through the fake trees, and she hits her head on the wall, this was a concrete wall, and it was sooo fucking funny, i felll on the floor laughing! and then i dont nkow if she was crying or laughing, but it was funny..so i said, " honey are you okay..." while laughing histarically!! and i dont know that eric, fill, or rachel caught on to how funny this was..it was great! but i came home and did nothing...ate some more food, and sat and watched a show with guys who had mullets..but hey it was wroth it! haha. so yah. that was my weekend. it was rad! and now im off to bed!! loves emg!!!!!

i had an effing time last night at the show and then afterwards at red robin to celebrate SANDI MCCONKEY's 16th BIRTHDAY! lol woo hoo for that. if anyone cares, i ate mold off of brian's burger, it was tastey. but then i got home and went to bed, woke up on friday with a horrible pain in my neck and couldn't move it at all! it was awefull! i stayed home and slept and cried all morning! and then at about 4 i finally took enough drugs to knock me out for the rest of the afternoon until like 8. then i went to the store and bought stuff to make cinnimon rolls!( homemade ) and i came home and put those togther. and then i got online, and im talking to lindsay about opening a salone or something i have no clue, but apparently i got shafted with doing bikini waxing..>NO WAY JOSE...i dont do that..haha...well my fish..is doing alright...not much of a mover..but i guess thats okay. right? oh yah!! camping at FILLS is back on baby! its going to be fun stuff.. but to top off this friday thats not good.. my grandpa who is very very old, came to visit and this mornign he had to go to the ER b'c he is having kidney failure..and he has to spend the night there, so please, pray for him, i hope he gest better!! and soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scarry. but im off to bed, im very tired. and i love all. so yah. loves emg!

well today i went to school and it was bla, and then i came home and watched tv, and had an awesome 3 way call with RACHEL LEE and fill. much planning was accomplished! and then i went to work, and work was okay, lots of noisy kids, they kept smashing their hands in my face, and it got kinda annoying, but then after work me and megan went to petco, and bought a fish. a beta fish. His name is Megan, and yes, he is a gay fish, but shh, b'c he isn't as open with his sexuality as you'd think a fish would be. so we came home and put him in a nice pretty tank with cute rocks and i feed him 1 time everyday. He has alot to say so if you want to hear stories about him, let me know, he has had a rough few years lately, being locked up in the pet store...talk about depression ( dont worry, i have a refund on my fish, megan, i dont want him to die on me ). My grandpa is comming tomorrow, that means i wont be able to do very much, it just depends. but i havent seen him since my grandma's funeral, so it will be pretty fun! yaa. Yes so Yes, but summer is almost here! i cant wait!! WOO hOO....um, okay, well bye. loves emg!

well mondays are fun...not as good as thursdays or wednesdays, and tuesdays just plane suck! but fridays are okay, i dont really have an opinion on fridays. but i guess its okay~! well after this huge study party i had,which i think i am totally prepared for the test. i went to youth group with rachel and FILL and luke..it rocked. and i had fun. and everybody sould go! it will rock! well i have alot of homework. so this one is short i guess.lol...k..i read this and thought of jessica : ..Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel it ...thanks for being the pee in my pants.... i love you girl! BestFuckingFriendsForever! loves emg

Well it is sunday, and usually i dont do anything on sunday, but this sunday i stayed late after church with megan who is grounded ( it sux ) and we spied on aaron who was rehearsing. but i cant spy on him anymore because he doesn't like it. But then i came home and i cleaned my room a little then i called eric tra, and we went to SHRECK 2. it rocked. it was me and eric, and a million kids under the age of 10, plus 2 old people that were like 100 yrs old in front of us trying to gain their youth back. it was pretty tight. Then i came home and talked on the tellie with aaron, and i finished cleaning my room. Then my super tight neighbor... no not the triplets....and no not hot john...lol...but josh wang came over...and we're hanging out. and he didn't know who hot john was. so i had to educate him. and that took some time b'c he thought that he was somebody else which almost made me gag. but anyways, i had a pretty good weekend it was kinda laid back, and i am tired. and i have to go cuz me and joshie wang are hanging out... " its donkey and puss yo " ~ shreck 2 loves EMg

i just went out to dinner with the family..celebrating the parents 22nd anaversary..it was fun! we went to prospectors for dinner and i saw a friend ( JJ ) working there, it was pretty rad, not to mention the cute waitors...;) . Well i spent the day with Eric TRA who is one of my favorites, and Rachel Lee, another favorite. We had fun. went for long walks on the beach ( or through the park ) and ate a candle light dinner ( or chips and dip, and poptarts ) we listened to music, and explored the BEAR!!!!! it was definately a day to remember. Then Rachel invited FILL over, and after about 2 hrs of waiting for him to come he finally got there, and then eric and rachel and fill all left to go to a movie, and i was at eric's house by myself with his parents, who are awesome! eric's dad was showing me the fish that he caught and asking me if i wanted to try any about a hundred times. it was pretty rad. Then i went out to dinner. I am way tired, but i think that i ought to do some homework because then i wont have to do it tomorrow, and plus ihave nothing else to do tonight.. i love life loves emg

Last night I was at the McConkey's, it rocked, and by the way, Happy Birthday Brian. It was fun. We all ran out into the rain, and I got completely soaked, but even that part was fun! There is just something about the rain that makes people happy, I dont understand, but it makes me happy too. I got home last night and i dont know what it was, but i really want to go to a school in London, i think that that would be so much fun. i dont know why, but i am really interessted in going to school over there, maybe for college. Anyways, I woke up this morning, and i was takling to kate VAUdrey!! and she and i were contemplating her options for comming and visiting this summer, which would totaly rock my world!!! I am so very much ready for summer. But at the same time, i am thinking about how fast the year went, and how it just seemed like yesterday that i was dreading going to school, not because i was scared, but because i didn't want to end summer. Rachel Lee and i are seriously thinking about transfering to LC, so if you have any pro's or con's that we might add to our list, pleace let us know. We went there the other day, and it was way cool, and pretty and we were like woah, fun, lets go here! anyways. The summer will be pretty cool, lots of swimmng and being at the lake i hope. Also camp! that will rock, and Stephanies wedding! that will definatly rock!.. well...i have a phone call so im off... loves!EMg

Well thanks to Rachel she got me started on this "blog" lol it might be kind of nice, i dont know. Yes, well was't that thunder storm awesome!! it definately rocked my socks off!! it was exciting.But i have to go..so ill most definately write later... loves...EMg