wow...i am tired!! friday night i hung out with rachel lee and eric tra and erik walters and we then ventured over to kyle's house...rachel spent the night..and God only knows what she did in her sleep...Saturday we woke up and went over to eric tra's house again, and then we went over to sean's house and listened to musica and made grill-cheese sandwhiches...they were yummy. Then we took the bus downtown and rachel and kyle and i hung out in the shoe department at nordstroms while kyle was being an asshole to anyone that tried to sell him something or even offer him something. we took the bus back to kyle's house and we were locked out, so me, being the spidergirl that i am, climbed onto the roof and went in through the window that was open, and went downstaris and let kyle and rachel in. it was pretty awesome! then luke and aaron came over and we watched matchstick men or something, i feel asleep a few times with sophie ( kyle cat that was formally known as emily...). Rachel stayed the night again, and then we woke up this morning, and went to church. it was good stuff. - my grandpa isn't doing so well...the doctors say that he's dieing, and so he wanted to go back into the hospital.. i think its so strange how he came to visit us from seattle, and ended up being in the emergency room the very next day after his arrival. he stayed in there for a week, then came home on saturday, saturday night he went back into the hospital..so it is kinda making me sad/angry at the world. because i miss him, and it is hard to lose both your only grandparents that you have within six months of each other. so if i seem rude to anyone, please dont take it personally, i just have alot of stuff on my mind. Has anyone ever wanted something so badly, but they knew if they did it, or got it , they might lose things that mean the world to them? right now my mind is telling me stuff that my heart doesn't agree with, and its confusing...but hot damn, i have a shit load of homework due tomorrow, a huge ass final project in social studies thats due tomorrow, and an english project due wednesday, math final thursday, english final FINAL FINAL on friday( WTF the last day of school?? who does that?? oh wait, mrs. dineen does that...) and also an english paper due tomorrow. a socialstudies 5 paragraph paper due thursday too. Man, do i have alot to do this week, thank God its the last week of school, and then its summer time, when hopefully i have time to do nothing! loves emg